Essay of the Week: Sethe’s Past
December 9, 2011 by Mr. Isero No comments »Congratulations to Paulina, the recipient of the Essay of the Week! Feel free to leave comments and congratulations!
In the novel Beloved by Tori Morrison, multiple events affect the character in negative way. Sethe goes through many tragic events, which consequently change her habits and attitude. Therefore, these occurrences show that leaving negative and dreadful memories of the past is absolutely necessary to live a free and positive present.
Sethe’s past is the the cause of her monotonous present activities. Sethe kills one of her daughters, Beloved, in order to save her from the slave life. The way the narrator describes the event is gruesome, which reflects on Sethe’s life. For example, the narrator describes that Sethe slams her child against a wall numerous times, with the intention of killing Beloved. Thus, this murder affects her present activities. When Sethe is in her present home, she cleans and watches people walk by her house everyday. Also, when she describes her day, the majority of the time, she is in solitude. The story continuously transitions from present to past to show that Sethe constantly remembers her devastating past life. For example, the only time in the story that describes the murder is when she flashes back. Furthermore, this shows that she cannot forget the murder. Instead of freeing herself from that horrid event and accepting that her daughter is gone, she continuously thinks about that event with lament. Holding on to past past affects Sethe’s daily and present activities. Therefore, letting go of gratuitous problems and memories from the past is the best way to live a peaceful and tranquil life without monotony.
Sethe’s murder causes her attitude to change into one that is indifferent and unstable. Once Sethe kills Beloved, her attitude toward life radically alters. Sethe suddenly becomes dissatisfied by Beloved’s company but she also abhors her when Paul D. comes around and visits her house. This indifferent attitude is due to the the murder of her daughter in Sweet Home. Having killed someone in general is something that affects the mind permanently, unless one truly forgets. In Sethe’s case, Beloved’s company does not allow Sethe’s to have a stable attitude. For example, sometimes the Beloved’s actions affect Sethe’s attitude because she would have strange outburst of anger because Paul D. was in their home. The complete restoration of her present and attitude will only occur if her past is forgotten, this means forgetting about Beloved because she is dead. Therefore, the only way for Sethe to become free and established, is by letting go of the past faults she has committed.
Sethe’s mental and physical abuse in the past provoke her to desire love and acquire affection in the present. In Sweet Home, the white men took her milk and mistreated her. She became mentally unstable, ultimately because she would be whipped excessively from the slave owner. During this time, she is not embraced nor loved, even at her new home, where she resides with Denver. Sethe seems very lonely at times and would not even bother having visitors. Not until Paul D. arrives at her home, she becomes embraced and the family would go out more often. Hence, she enjoys Paul D.’s company. This is revealed, when he touches her breast and stays with her; he makes her feel alive. Furthermore, because Sethe does not let go of past abuses, she constantly desires and aspirates for love and company because of insecurity. Therefore, in order for Sethe to have complete happiness, she must let go of the hurt others have caused her in order to be genuinely content with life and feel secure.
In conclusion, Sethe’s negative past life affects her present activities, and attitudes. Her personal struggles cause her to become confused, unstable, and isolated from society. All in all, her experiences show that it is vital to release the past in order to live in peace with the present.
Esteffany: Growing UP!
December 5, 2011 by Esteffany C. No comments »It is crazy how time flies by. I am 18 years old now and it feels just the same as a week ago. We never notice how much we have grown until certain events in life. Sometimes I feel like I don’t want to grow up anymore. I am scared what the future holds for me. However, that is the point of everything and I am preparing myself for anything. This weekend was fun. Friday was my favorite, and today, instead of doing homework, I spent my day watching TV. I still have to do a paper for Econ/Gov class. I am about to start soon. As I’m growing up I am still learning that leaving everything until the last minute is a bad idea. Wish me luck=]
JC: Almost there
December 5, 2011 by JC P. No comments »I’m not bragging, but I passed my Senior Portfolio!! What’s up?! Lol. Anyway, It’s almost Christmas time and I just want that time to spend with my family already. I want to have that fun. I just want to finish school already and stop stressing about finals! I’m watching Miss Earth International 2011 right now. I wanted Slovenia to get into the final 8! Man! She was so pretty! It was like looking at a goddess! Lmao!! But yeah, I want school to end, spend time with family and make my teachers happy with my effort. And also make one of them especially happy!
Peace!
Wendy: Life is Not Good!
December 5, 2011 by Wendy R. No comments »Lately I’ve been feeling really stressed, irritated, and just sad in general. I feel like I am trying so hard in every aspect of my life, especially in my academic life, but in the end, my hard work is not paying off. I feel like no matter how hard I try nothing in my life goes right anymore. I just don’t know what to do anymore, and on top of all finals are approaching, and I am very scared of not doing well on my finals either. I guess I have to keep trying, but it is hard to keep trying when I feel like I am already giving my all. :/
Pauline: what’s next?
December 4, 2011 by Paulina O. No comments »What’s next, being better than what I am now. Many people have asked me why I try so hard in school and in ever area of my life. Here’s the answer: I am tired of seeing mediocrity. I’m tired of seeing my people, Hispanics, throw away their education and their future. It is time to step up, for real though. I am also tired of seeing sons and daughters of Hispanics see their parents work endlessly and want no change for themselves. They should be a motivation for all Hispanic students. We need to rise up and show the United States that we deserve to be here by becoming educated. We will not show this country that we deserve to be here until we educate ourselves.
Chris: Life So Far…
December 4, 2011 by Chris P. No comments »So far, life has a been treating me well. I have not been stressed out about anything at school, which is AWESOME! I know that by the end of the year I will feel much more accomplished, because of my determination in becoming a better writer. I know that it will be hard, but I will finish this year strong because I have the potential and capability to do it.

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Ellie: theWOWweekend
December 4, 2011 by Ellie E. 1 comment »So you guys know I am completely in love with Kim Kardashian. It is 6:50 p.m and I am dying for these 10 minutes to go by so I can watch the second episode of KKTNY2!!! So I spent a whole week balancing out work, school, and going wherever I could to go find the book. Crazy week! I found the book today all the way in Emeryville… Today I went shopping, I organized all my closets and I did homework, oh and did I mention I found my book!!! Productive day, OH YESSS! I hope everyone else had such an amazing productive Sunday! =)
Kevin: My head is going to explode!
December 4, 2011 by Kevin Holloway No comments »I feel like my head will explode if Christmas Break does not come faster. Yesterday, I actually felt like I was going to have an aneurism from all the things going on. I was so tired I thought I was a zombie for a couple of hours. If it wasn’t for the caring teachers and students at school I probably would bury myself alive until college stops costing so much. Thank God Saturdays and Sundays.
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I gotta give a shout-out to Monae and Rashada
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